My Dearest Jennifer,

Once upon a time,
a long time ago
God gave a blessing to me,
A sister
the best friend my heart will ever know.
We have not talked lately
It gets so hard to find the time
I send you big kiss
By the way I miss you too

I was thinking just today
About how we used to play
Barbie dolls and make-up
Tea parties dress up
I remember how we'd fight
We made up and laughed all night
Wish we were kids again
My sister my friend

Seem like just yesterday
We spend the night studying the dictionary
We can laugh about it now
We've learned a lot since then
My sister my friend

Come and see me sometime soon
We could just hang out like we used to
I need to tell you
What I don't tell you enough
Even though at times it seemed
We were more like enemies
I'd do it all again
My sister my friend
A sister shares your life
when you’re young and growing up
you can’t choose a sister
like you choose a friend to love.
But when you get older
you choose the friends in your life
and if I looked the world over
you’re still the one I’d choose to be mine.
There is no one in the world quite like you! I love you with all my heart!

Number Six

Poem: nuMbEr 6 Friday, July 29, 2005

Days are growing longer
My time is running out
Should I keep on searching
Hope someday you find out

I lie awake at night and stare
You awake me unaware
Dreams of you stream through my head
I know that feeling anywhere

Will you be my number 6?
Will you hold me when I am sick?
Will you kiss me every night?
Tuck me in and hold me tight?
Will you be my number 6?

Walking through the morning dew
Its cold against my feet
Naked in the grassy moonlight
Toes frozen in the wind

Hold me close in the dark
Never lose me in the night
Until tomorrow comes again
Keep we warm in the rain

Will you be my number 6?
Will you hold me when I am sick?
Will you kiss me every night?
Tuck me in and hold me tight?
Will you be my number 6?

Alone I can no longer be
I need you here with me
Pretend that you love me
And I’ll pretend your mine

Don’t wanna be alone to think
Minds abyss I’d sink
Can’t erase you from my head
Don’t wanna forget

Tried not to analyze
What I saw with my two eyes
I watch you look at me
Can you stay the night

Each day I find excuse
To sneak into your view
Can you feel it too?
What can this become?

Will you be my number 6?
Will you hold me when I am sick?
Will you kiss me every night?
Tuck me in and hold me tight?
Will you be my number 6?

Never

Poem: NeVEr Friday, July 29, 2005

Never meant to hurt you
Never knew I did
If I knew then what I know now
It never would have been

I didn’t know how to tell you
Didn’t know what you would say
Didn’t mean to hurt you
I’ll be gone yesterday

I asked to look back
Find where it came from
No sense in getting lost
In something that he’s done

Forever to forgive me
Understand your heart wont give
You told me nothings changed
But I can’t let go, I didn’t know

I’ll take you down
It’ll all be fine
Then you’ll go away
And wont be mine

Forever to forgive me
The fault isn’t mine
You’ve said nothings changed
But yet you’ve gone away

God Knows It Isn't Me

Poem: God kNowS IT ISnT ME Thursday, July 28, 2005

Blow away in the breeze
Forget the troubles of yesterday
Nothing as it seems
Walk along the shore
Reflect what’s unknown

Can you take my hand
Join me on a journey
We can learn together
All that we don’t know

Follow the path that guides
Beneath the starlit sky
Universe illuminating
Heavy rest upon me

What is it you long for
What is in your dream
Who is it you see
God knows it isn’t me

Fold Up in You

Poem: FoLd Up In YoU Wednesday, July 27, 2005

I want to fold up in you
And listen to you breathe
We can watch the thunder
And the wind against the trees

Storm bolts against the sky
Rain falls upon the roof
And I just lay here peaceful
Next to you
The pace of you’re heart soothing
In tune with how you’re moving

Keep me safe from harm
Resting within your arms
I can feel you smell my hair
And run your fingers through
I wonder what it is about you
And I smile out loud

You think I’m asleep
And I pretend to be
I hear your thoughts
And I can touch your words
Keep them as my own

Silently I’ll wait
I wont say a word
But I can taste forever in the air

You are a Disease

Poem: YoU ARe A DiSeASe Friday, July 29, 2005

When you claim reason
You lie
If you had the chance
You’d cheat
You steal
You stole a part of me

You are a disease
More contagious then that lingers
You had your swarm surrounding me
You are a disease

You made me fall
you think it was funny
scrapped up and bleeding
wrapped up tight in solitude
at least I’m safe from you

You are a disease
More contagious then that lingers
You had your swarm surrounding me
You are a disease

You don’t know
How good you would have it
Then watch me walk away
Cause you cant have it

You are a disease
More contagious then that lingers
You had your swarm surrounding me
You are a disease

In the Backseat of Your Car

Poem: baCKSeAt Of Your Car Friday, July 29, 2005

In the backseat of your car
Driving far from where you are
Her soft lips rest on mine
And I can hear your thoughts
Your song echoes in my head
But I don’t care
I don’t claim innocence
I don’t seek perfection
Laidback in circumstance

Crumpled papers at my feet
Rhythm of the road beneath the seat
Step outside and we converse
Lost in what you might say
Dazed at the words displayed
Take a moment, smell the grass
Its youth like this won’t sense the past

She sits and waits
Robbed of youth,
And its not known
I can’t foresee the futures toll
Ripped from my arms
She disappears
Alone in her fears