Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Unknown

i JusT dONt knOw Tuesday, January 16, 2007

I hate to be alone

No company I’d seek



You question every word

But search to find the truth



The lies I wouldn’t tell

When there’s no where to hide



I’ve search my soul to find myself

I’m lost in what I’ve found



No answers to my questions

No seek and ye shall find



Confusions seems to seep inside my every pour

Death cannot resolve escape



No one knows the pain I feel

Yet I’ve sought it for myself



I’ve turned away from what I want

To turn into what I need



No one said that it’d be easy

And no one paved the way in gold



Nothing can quench the hunger I feel within my soul



I’m one to follow rules

I’m not one to play the game



I fear what I write

The thoughts themselves in print



If happiness I seek

It’s already been found



I have all I’d ever need

And more then I could want



As the days creep closer

Memories flood the past

I never thought I’d miss

What its clear I’d never had

I still call your name in dreams I seek





I want to be who I am,

Not what your not

Monday, January 15, 2007

One Tree

pOEM: OnE trEe Monday, January 15, 2007

One little tree stands alone

Amongst the stark and empty sky

Amid the grassy pasture

Wildflowers once grew



Each branch stretching aloft

Birds no longer nest within my twisted limbs

My leafy buds have shriveled

My roots lack the sustenance of preservation

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Headache

pOEM: hEadache Wednesday, January 10, 2007

The noise within my soul

Shatters every move

The echoes churn within a swollen mind

Light seeps deep inside every pore

And still I seek to feel no more



To lie among the empty seas

And gaze upon the sun

To end the hurricane of winds and rain

In the silence I am numb

Amid the peaceful empty hum